I have always loved the idea of working for myself and over the years have thought out many different ideas in my head, some from the sublime to the ridiculous. I am yet to take the plunge and dive into entrepreneurship but it's definitely something that I am taking into strong consideration.
I think the reason that I have never pursued it, is because quite frankly I have been scared of failure and it's not something that I was ever told that I could achieve. I mean me, become a business owner? I don't think so, well that is what I have been telling myself all of these years. I was taught to get a good education, get a great job with benefits then retire, no where in that equation was it ever mentioned that I could create my own empire and follow a different path. That inner voice of self doubt can take years to break free from, but as I am getting older I'm realising that now more than ever might be the right time to take the plunge into small business ownership.
I think the reason that I have never pursued it, is because quite frankly I have been scared of failure and it's not something that I was ever told that I could achieve. I mean me, become a business owner? I don't think so, well that is what I have been telling myself all of these years. I was taught to get a good education, get a great job with benefits then retire, no where in that equation was it ever mentioned that I could create my own empire and follow a different path. That inner voice of self doubt can take years to break free from, but as I am getting older I'm realising that now more than ever might be the right time to take the plunge into small business ownership.
I am not someone that dislikes my nine to five job, in fact I really love it and the people I work with. However, despite this, I am beginning to look more into the future and think about what I would like my my quality and standard of life to be. Spending so much time inside working from home has helped me put a lot of those self doubt into perspective. While, I would love to make a decent living from any venture I turn my hands to, I have a way more realistic idea of how much time I can feasibly dedicate to a business and taking small steps will be essential. I also, know that I get bored fairly feasibility, therefore it is a must that I love what I am doing and that it doesn't feel like a burden.
Not knowing where to start has been one of the biggest obstacles for me, because I've always believed that I need to come up with some big intellectually stimulating idea akin to Bill Gates, but I definitely know this is not true. I have noticed that many of the most brilliant business models are very simplistic and quirky and fill a gap in that particular market. Even if the competition is high, there is still enough room for everyone by setting yourself apart from others and by seeing how you can be more innovative.
I am not going to lie and say that the fear is not still there, or that I have it all worked out, but I can visualise what my potential future could be and that is enough motivation for me to at least try. I might fail but I cannot let the thought of failure debilitate me and hold me back from something that could be potentially life changing for my family. This is a journey for me and I want other potential female entrepreneurs out there to know that your ideas are valid and it is OK to be afraid and you can do it or rather we can do it and let's take these small but mighty steps together on the road to self change.